It's been rough going

I got back from travelling and have thrown myself into work. Trouble is that I have no interest in work and I feel like I'm about to get fired. I know that is in my head, I am a critical, miserable taskmaster, and i never cut myself any slack. i feel as if i'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown, my facade is so cracked i can't even hide it at work any longer.

But i've hidden my head in the sand. "I can't think about that right now. If I do, I'll go crazy. I'll think about that tomorrow?" ...and tomorrow never comes.

I want friends and family to accept me as I am but I'm too afraid to show them.

I saw a movie about someone that checked themselves into a mental facility. It got me thinking.