Finite ala @nevschulman

I am free!!!! 5 years, a tangled web, and a fantastic little movie called #Catfish, and the door is now sealed shut. I saw it in December during a serious depression, and it literally saved my life... but my partner in this, the one I was deceiving, was also addicted to the attention and game. IM's or a delicious email or video out of nowhere would knock me back into this beautiful fantasy world. He always had a carrot to lead me back, and I didn't have the will power to always resist. I am crazy in love with parts of this man... and I need my own escape from life.

But now he's seen it. The final email from him made that clear, and communication is now stopped. I've been free of it for almost a month, with no way back, as he is insisting on a video mail or chat with no exception. I am incredibly relieved. He literally said "I don't know who I'm even talking to", as if it only just occurred to him, and it probably did. Some of his phrasing made it clear he also saw Catfish, which made me oddly happy. Since I've been back from travels, I'm at peace, and trying to find healthier obsessions to occupy my time...

love, peace and 420....

~xoxo ChronicLady