I'm in a holding pattern. Its clear I need no further revelations right now, I have all the knowledge and understanding I need to make some decisions, but I'm stagnant, resistant to change. I passed on my trip, rescheduling in the knowledge that I would have weak moments and do something stupid... the weather has been very cooperative with airports shutting down all over, making it the easiest decision I ever made.
Time to start taking out the trash at home now, housecleaning. Problem is, I'm facing terrible depression with this weather, and this is the worst possible time for me to start bringing up issues front and center. Husband has a new venture which will cost us money and time, other side of family can't find work anywhere... My business closed for weather, and it will only be worse next week.
Its always something that keeps me from saying and doing what needs to be put out there.
Casual
9 years ago
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