Home is where you bleed...

I'm back home tonight… in a hotel, but home, in the city… mere miles from where i was brought by hal… add another thirty and i can show you where i was attacked...and i'm out of my mind.

I'm in a hotel, got high to try and relax, and being hit with a ton of memories and thoughts… ad man is in this city, too… to say i'm strung tight would be an understatement… everywhere i turn its sex, but its toxic.

To entertain my fantasies? A quiet night in the room, going through the beauty rituals… facial, mani, pedi, shaving and of course the bare vulva. While shaving my leg I slip, and a deep nick appears. I run water over it and watch as the spot turns white. I let it bleed, then do it again… and I look at the other spot... and in a split second flashback I remember.