Checked my messenger, and there was another note... he wants me to come to his city for a few days... or travel with him on business... spend a few days melting into each other... and while its a beautiful fantasy, he's married, i'm married, and while i'm not what he thinks, i've become his dreamgirl, i'm a catfish... its so easy to be the perfect soulmate or the single object of desire for someone online. my heart would break if this person had any decency at all, even so the weight of my own guilt crushes me.
i will not answer this message. i won't think about him again tonite. my sex drive is dead, has been since that damn movie... one phone call and all that could be "repaired"... but i WILL NOT respond.
i will take a valium and try to sleep... if that doesn't work, another one...
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