and it didn't take long before the seasons changed and our lives took us in different directions. our social lives veered apart, and i no longer had access to his joy, charisma, beauty, musk... but he ignited a sexual revolution within me, just being around this man had awakened this desire the magnitude i didn't know i was capable of. i was crazy horny and could think of nothing other than him...

so i did what any insane married woman would do... after many months of longing, i emailed him. of course i made up a name, a life for the beautiful girl i would become... she was from another state and was familiar with his work. he of course didn't know her, but as predicted, he was flattered enough by my very honest descriptions of what i wanted to do with him to be curious...