Self love...

i haven't touched myself in almost two weeks... since i last heard from him. i didn't stop on purpose, i didn't even realize it was a problem until tonite... with my last post, my emotions washed over me, waves of grief, almost leaving me sobbing... and that's when i realized it. he had reminded me how sexy i am, had me constantly dripping, often throbbing, anxious for touch. his voice would wash over me and make me quiver, make my nipples hard... i've lost him, and my desire, my sex drive...