i can think of nothing but him... his arms, his body, how much i want to feel him pressed against my naked body. i want to feel his tongue all over my body, making me writhe. i want to text him now, tell him how desperate for his body and touch i am, how much i crave him. i want to call him, doesn't matter the time, where he is or who he is with... but he's with his beautiful wife.
am i wanting audience to condone my thoughts and actions so i can continue? Am i looking for condemnation to help me do what i have to, and never, ever have contact with him again? and if there is no audience? what then, do i lose my faith in people?
life simply cannot be this difficult. how can such happiness, orgasmic bliss, be so wrong? live in the moment... the moment i come from his touch, or just thinking it.
Casual
9 years ago
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