Nothing from him since last weekend when he moved... i told him no more, his contact was toxic... i didn't want to mean it, but i did, i know how destructive this is... i said for respect to his life, and my health, it stops. no response, nothing new... communication is all one way lately... when he wants something, he's there. if i want or need anything, nothing.
and bam! just like that, a message. early morning hours, out drinking...? possibly... maybe alone for the first time in the week... or simply just horny... i get it a day later, at work, and a jolt goes through me. first time high since, alot going on, had huge distractions to keep me occupied.
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9 years ago
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