Scars are souvenirs you never lose, the past is never far

Monday, June 30, 2008

crying isn't secret, its the art of how we grieve...

day two almost over, no contact from him... thought about him today, and how unfair life is... thinking those that deserve it never seem to reap what they sow... then immediately flicked over to thoughts of the family that lost their daughter, the father's "sins", and i felt horrible and ashamed for even the thought.

how do we come upon even the idea of fair? nothing in life is fair, who ordained teaching children the concept of fair? "not fair" is what a 5 year old says to a classmate or brother, it has no place in the real world. life is cruel, and you only get what you want by taking it. and wanting it.

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